Sometimes.......!

Some times i feel very happy with no reason, just smiling at... but sometimes i feeel very sad with no reason, mind just becomes blank...
Some times i feel i m good, i can do this.. but. sometimes i feel.. i m worst.. i cant do anything..
Sometimes i feel i m in good position, happy with all and sometimes i feel i neither have anything nor i am happy
Sometimes i feel i m so lucky in this world and sometimes i feel  i am the only one left out and why am i here what am i supposed to do..!!
Sometimes i feel its my duty to make others happy.. while sometimes.. i feel who am i to say..
Sometimes i feeel i am fortunate getting the things i need.... but actually i dont know what i need
Sometimes i feel i m too brave can handle any situation, self confident and motivated but.. sometimes i feel.. i am a coward, depressed, and i cant to anything..
Some times i feel i have enough care in the world taken by people, but sometimes i feel no one cares about me and rather i care about me.
Some times even if am among many people i feel very lonely and sometimes even if am alone i feel the whole world is with me..
Some times a drop of tear comes out of being sad.. and sometimes it just comes out with noo reason..
Now i feel why am i writing this stupid thing which has no meaning though it has a lot hidden in it..
Is it like this i feeel alwayss.. or is it what i dont feel at all or is it what i do not know.. or what is it..
Am i that intelligent.. Am i stupid.. I cant know about myself. :(
I am not able to judge myself.. People around me think i m good enough for anything or useless for all things, but i dnt know what i am...
Our minds are soo soo manipulated by others.. and so there comes a time where you dont kwno what you are or what you must be.. !!
Its just is You is what you think about yourself, Donot  get either happy and over enthusiastic  or get sad and depressed by others comments
Just feeel what you are by thinking just about you......
But how to judge myself..What am I... How should I be.. What do i want in life...What makes me happy... What am i supposed to be..What should i do in this world.............. :( :(
Sometimes seeing at others i just think.. wow.. they have achieved a lot....... but why cant I..... Where am i in this world... what is the use of me to this world or myself????
I now feeel.. Everything is reverting back.. and the badluck is seriously following me..

Oh  my godd.. too much senti aipoindiiiiiiii.. Naalo inni angles unnayaaaa.. :O
{Last sentence mood motham changed.. :D Again back to Normal.. }

My Interview Experience...!

Amazon Interview Experience

Phone Interview:
1. Linked list is a Palindrome or not ( Recursive approach)
2. Print out the pairs of numbers having the same sum.
3. Binary Search  Tree has +ve and -ve values. change the +ve to -ve values and retain the BST structure.

Next an Onsite interview in Hyderabad...
In each round.. some discussion about the work done and the projects done.. and tell about urself..etc etc :P

Round 1:
1. Connect all the leaf nodes of the Binary tree.. with right and left pointers in place..
2. Find the Maximum sum subarray.. Include all the edge cases and write an optimised code..

Round 2:
1. 2d array with 0's and 1's find a row with maximum number of one's and the complexity of that.. and write an optimized code
2. Convert a BST to DLL in a sorted way.. Head should point to least node..
Finding the inorder predecessor at each step and linking with it.

Round 3:
1. Kth largest element in BST. Write code and optimise it.
2.  Find the maximum substring with Unique characters.. Write code and optimise it.

Round 4:
1. given an array of size n, where n is the range... like if n = 5 the numbers can be (1, 5) or (100,105) or (110 to 115).. Find the duplicates in that array.. it can be repeated any number of times.
Optimised way to print the duplicates...
2. Opening brackets., Closing brackets.. Priorities... Check if correctly paranthesized. Optimised way..
3. How hashmap is implemented write a code for it.. hashcode.. effective hashcode... etc etc
4. Memory leak in java? Will it happen?  write a code..  if so to demonstrate it
5. New operator in java, stack heap, map.... etc etc discussion on design patterns, and OO.. concepts etc etc


Adobe Interview Experience:

Written Test:
1. Aptitude..  and Data Interpretaion and Analyzation
2. Java Paper :  j2ee concept questions, java concepts, implement a deep clone, implement a blocking Queue, some codes and ouptput, threads and synchronisation
3. DS:  binary tree some questions, middle of the LL, , binary tree has a path sum of K, print the LCA of binary Tree and binary search tree., Print ancestors of given node

Round1:
1. Projects and indepth questions in that..  about 30 mins
2. Implement a Hashmap, proper code,(write on the board)
3. how to protect part of the code..  and a talk on syncronization blocks, thread, thread safe datastructures,,.... etc etc


Round 2:
1. Projects and some questions in that..
2. Normalization and all Normal forms
3. Middle of linked list.. Optimised code without any bugs
4. Hashmap and hashcode and equals
5. Threads, deadlocks, sync, mutex, semaphores in java
6. String creation, string pool, string buffer, string builder


Flipkart Interview Experience....

Online Exam:
1. Find the maximum occurence of number - minimum occurence of number..
Given k.. remove k characters such that max - min = maximum..
2. something like coin denomination..
basketball = 0 if no goal
1 if insdie
2 if outside
combinations to get max score
3. Questions on all DS< Networks, OS.... and so on 20 MCQ's



Round 1:
1. diameter of the tree.
2. K reversal of linked list

Round 2:
1.  Given meeting times of n employees.. find a common meeting time of all the n employees so that they can meet..
2.Traversal of all the peripheral nodes.. like boundary of the tree...
3. Given 2 words.. how to find out the minimum steps/ steps to transform to other word...  [Dicctionary u can store in any way].. Graph.. BFS, DFS>... etc
4. Median of the infinate numbers..
5. Find the maximum in a given window of size k


Maas 360 by Fiberlink..

1. Online coding round:

in a phone like numpad ,,, print numbers that are in the same row or in the same column of that number.. size of the number = 6
in 2nd col.. it should include 0 also.. Number should not start with 0
for the other 2 cols.. dont include * and #.

recursion...!!

Round 1
Looong discussion on
Java COllections
Java Exvceptions

Round2:
Difference between C and Java..
OOP concept implementaitons in C how can they be implemented
Thread and multi threading in javaa
differnce between process and thread,.. multi threading better or multiprocessing with less time slicing.. CPU allocation etc is better..?

Round 3:
Checked, Unchecked exceptions.
Garbage collection... - Long discussion..
Stack and Heap.. memory allocation... etc
new operator
Strings v/s others

Round 4:
Puzzles
bridge puzzle, a hotel room with given room numner...
1st floor 10 rooms, 2nd floor 5 rooms.. and so on.. Find the which lift to take.. (right /left) based on the position of the room..
toasting.. 2 sides of bread minimum time..
Queue.. numbers will be adding at run time.. enque and deque operations... : At a particualr state find what is in the queue..

Round 5:
HR like.. y fiberlink..
wht projects..  what about cloud computing.. what about handheld device challenge in them..
J2EE java, jsp, servlets.. life cyle.... differences.. Beans in J2EE


Round 6:
Similar questions on Java, j2EE, etc etc

Happiness in Playing with a kid

Today got a great feeling in the morning playing with 5 months kid.. :)

A Happy, fresh, and an awesome feeling ...playing with a kid..

Looking at the baby's innocent eyes, curious in looking around what is there everywhere.. what all interesting things are around me, who all are these playing with me...

The Smile, the most precious, pure, cutest ever smile.........
The way they shout, when a person around is not playing with him and is busy in activity.. telling " Hey you.. play with me... Why are u busy in something else when I am here..."
The way they give response for what we say..  The way they try to shout more louder than us when we play with them,, that competition....
The way they understand to smile when we smile with them..
The way they feel happy when we hold them and try to make them stand and prepare them to walk..
The way they climb up on us when we just hold them with hands on us.
The way they hold our finger, the grip and they don't tend to leave it..
The way they play with legs and hands... seeing somewhere..

Am curious: What will they be thinking, what all they understand, what is their perception about the world.. Why would they smile, how do they know to cry...... :O :O

And seeing all theseeeeeee.. gives a heartful of happiness, that cannot be expressed...!. :) :))

\m/\m/ My PG anna's kid.. Thanks of making my mornings happy.. :) :)

Lovely RAINBOW- Miss You All...

Today, I was just looking into the Mirror in the morning.. And suddenly a flash of thoughts circulated in my mind. My mind was in such a state that I was actually physically doing things like getting ready, going to office.. etc.. But my mind is actually somewhere else....I had travelled a distance of last 5 years in 1 hr.. :O

It reminded me of those days.....
THE days where we were all together in the college BITS-Pilani K.K.Birla Goa Campus,
our introductions to each other, the way we started going in a group...
watching movies together in one room,
Birthday Nightsssssss... (discussion on varied topics... Crush list.. :P, future plans... expectations.... Wowww[thinking about it now has curved an awesome smile on my face]),
The treats in Vasco, Panjim, beachesssssss, and the last Japanese gardenss trip(my last trip after MY graduation :P)
cracking jokes on each other,
centering each other on varied topics(on harithaaaaaaa.... bakkiii.....shilpaaaaa......anushaaaaaaaaa.... indu...... pavani.....)
waking up each other(Omg.. it was too difficult especially pavani.. )
going for breakfast together on Sundays..(for chole bature),
running during exams..[haritha's tension, anusha's coolness, bakki's confidence, indu's revison, pavani's getting up from sleep, shilpa's going 30-40 mins before exam.. :P]
Major + Minor Fights between us... [pavani and indu, pavani and haritha, pavani and shilpa..(Pavani in common :P)], though get settled vere soon.. [Intermediaries always there to help out]

oooh.. ooh.. The list will Never End..
was just thinking of How our random introductions to each other became a Group called RAINBOW...

Though our priorities in each of our life have changed, just the memories of once we been together for 4 years...the time spent.. will be Cherished for ever in my life..
You all are Such an Important Part in My Life, which i cannot explain...

I just wanna meet u all of u once now again together..
Omg.. just the feeling that the distance between us has been increased..changed my face expression from Smile to tears in my eyes.. :'(

These Smile and Tears are fighting between each other.... What should I do..!!

Though we fight, have some misunderstandings at times, though we may not talk daily, we may not meet regularly ....but A feeling of Oneness among ourself is and will be always there for ever.. :)).. The way we have been when all of us are together... and so less distance between our hearts[7 hearts in one soul :P(right Indu??)], the way we share all the things among us...

Those moments... aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.. Nostalgicc..
anyways I am more Excited about Your Convocation.. Going to Meet you all together again.............. :D

Message: Please DONOT Call me after reading this.. :P :P

A Memorable Trip

To BITS-Pilani, Rajastan

After a so long planning, finally booked an air ticket alone to Delhi frm Bangalore.

Friday:
Took the flight at 9 55 am.The air journey was awesome.. especially during landing., took a cab to Gurgoan to Pavani's ofc....
Visited the Infospace Gurgoan EY office... Though it was soo hot.. dint feel the temperature coz of excitement after meeting my stupid best frnd Pavani.. :P :P and though she was dying in the temperature of hot Gurgoan.
After having an ice cream... :P in Mc.D started to Pilani in a bus(:O :O Omg bus... was it a bus.. fully filled and stood for 1 hr and finally got a place to sit..) Could feel rajastan entry with too much of dust..! after an super exhausting journey(though it wasnt for me)finally got down at Chidava.. Had the rajasthan special Chum chum sweetttttt.. Started to Pilani in Frnd's dad's Car and went on...!
The car entered the Campus and couldnt bear the excitement in pavani(though I was silently Enjoying it..).. she was jumping in the car.. entering the Mother campus(and a fight that it is the Sister campus :P).. Going on the roads of the campus.. seeing the Birla school,the statue of GD Birla, the temple(though couldnt see in darkness could feel it..)... and finally entered Meera Bhavan...!
Refreshed..went to ANC(All Night Canteen), met frnds at Pilani had a long chat...and came back to rooms again a long chat and finally slept after a tiring day..

Saturday:
Got up with the irritating sound... went out of the balcony to see.. It was a Peacock shouting to its heights.. What an irritating loud voice, such a beautiful bird has...!! After getting ready and the same routine in waking up pavani.. Took so long time and finally went to the Legendary Temple... :) Could see the Temple, G.D Birla and the Clock tower on the same line... Such a beautiful temple.. even there were scientist faces embarked on the temple's walls.. The place was really cool... enjoyed there for sometime and went on roaming in the campus...Such a beautiful roads with the trees with flowers(It was Spring), the Aditya Birla's memorial, the place was so techhy and sensor based explaining the greatness of Birla's family... Next to Birla Museum.. it was really nice.. Couldn't believe how they could build so nice such a long time back..!! Next to Classrooms, LTC's, and the Library..(Omgg It was really awesome... The way it was built.. the wonderful architechture.. Inside it It was like a resortt....) Saw the Radiis, the sky...took pics at most of the places.. with Camel, With Peacock...!! Next went to Cannought place to have lunch with frnds and then left the Wonderful campus back to Luharo railway station... The train it was soooo empty and there were ppl whom we can count on fingures.. The empty compartments and the dusty seats...!(was never like a train journey before.. it used to be very very full the Goa Train..\m/)
Reached Gurgoan.. went to Pavani's room and slept off... after a long wonderful memorable day..planning for one more day of sightseeing in Delhi.

Sunday:
The alarm which was kept at 6.. none of us got up.. at 9am we started from Gurgoan.. took a Metro to rajiv chowk to akshardham..The Swami Narayan's temple at Akshardham, the biggest temple in India... The architechture, the beauty of temple...couldn't describe in words... went on roaming prasing the beauty of it..!! roamed roamed roamed.... finally came out.. again Metro(the delhi metro is really awesome...).. Went to Cannought place.. roamed.. had food.. went to Palika bazaar..(omg... the pppl shouting there couldnt even shop and was wanting to come back asap...!!)and here comes the twist....just to confirm tried to check the status of the return flight...it was running.. and again called makemytrip.. they said.. the flight is not running :O :O but just ignored coz the kingfisher ppl said it was running..So went to airport...After a long senti Sendoff from pavani...enterd stood in a line for Boarding pass..it was already time.. they took the ticket.. and said "ma'am ur ticket is cancelled.. u are not allowed to get in the flight"
I was shocked..my expression was "Are u kidding.... its not the time to Fool..". They said to talk to makemytrip ppl and enter the itenary.. The makemytrip wasnt responding...!! and finally the checkin time is completed..!!..
Now calls to Pavani, Dad and frnds.. just told the flight has gone and my ticket wasnt there..and evrybody's expression was..."Donot Fool ok.... " and nobody was beleiving mee.. For the day to be more awsome...It had to be April 1st..!!! Pavani also dint come.. thinking I am fooling..!!After long talks with makemytrip ppl and kingfisher ppl got another ticket next to next day mrng...!!(none of them were available in the next day..!!)Finally after a long long talk with parents frnds.. and big big classess from them.. pavani came back and again went to her place..
with full headache and tension.. slept soo early and ended the day...

Monday:
After the permission from manager... taking rest at Gurgoan...sent pavs to ofc and then In the room.. watching movies... bloggin.. uploading pics.. talking to ppl about the awesome trip...... and so on...
"will edit after reaching bangalore"


Highlights:

• First Flight...!
• Almost all modes of transport: AC bus, Flight, Cab, Share auto, Private Auto, Fully Filled Red Bus, Empty Train, Rickshaw
• 4 Ice creams on Single day.. :D
• Flight ticket Cancelled and nobody believing.. coz it was April First..!

Icecream Icecream... I SCREAM Icecream...!!! :D

Iceee Creammmmmmmmm................

Just a thought of it make me super excited...
Just a little taste of it mesmerizes me..
Happiness starts when I eat ice cream.. It just takes me away from this world into a dreamland.One thing that I do with my 100% interest, attention, joy and involvement.. :D

Ice cream refreshes me, makes me to stay calm, to enjoy, makes me happy, comforts me, makes me to forget everything, think nothing and just Enjoy it..

No season.. No time.. No place... Any time Anywhere Ice cream is \m/est...
In rain Ice cream tastes more more sweeter and yummier.. :D
The delicious flavors of it makes it more great and a hot chocolate syrup over cool ice cream amplifies the taste...

A Cornetto cone... Opening the cover of it.....when the first bite of it touches the tongue...Closing the eyes....Awwww.. feel like in heaven.... :D Cant tell more......
One such food which fulfill the Emotional Hunger :D

The Icecream at Juicecenter in Goa Campus.......!!
Death By Chocolate in CornerHouse Bangalore...!!
Ice Berg and IceMagic at Kurnool....!!
and all stores with Icecreams.. \m/\m/\m/\m/

Now I want an ICE CREAM................. :D :D :D
byebye.. going to have it.. :D :D

And so.. Everything depends on State of Mind..

Happiness, Anger, Frustration, Love, Bliss, Fear, Hate, Grief, Boredom.... All these Feelings/Emotions that we experience very often.

How does all these come.. From where... ? Why do we feel..

I was just thinking... and there was another question.. Which comes first Thinking/Emotions?
Yes the Thoughts... So, if we can learn to handle thoughts, control them and work with it we can handle all the emotions easily and when there is an emotion it is the thought that makes it bigger..

Here comes the crucial thing is to deal with how we think.. and this depends on our Mind..

So, the state of mind affects everything we do in life, either directly or indirectly. This has a direct impact on many actions within the body and these are highly related to how we feel. If we learn to control those things that affect your state of mind, then we can have whatever state of mind we like which ultimately leads us to feel however we like.

" Happiness is not a possession to be prized, it is a quality of thought, a state of mind.
A compassionate state of mind brings inner peace, and therefore a healthier body.
Success is a state of mind.
If you want success, start thinking of yourself as a success.
A quality of thought, a state of mind "


So.. How to handle this..!! If it had been easier, the life would not have been complicated.
But definitely we can deal with some of them.
We just don't think much when we are happy.. So the thing we have to analyze is how to deal when we are sad/angry/frustrated.
Dealing with these can be done in some ways..
Deep thinking of what actually has gone wrong and analyzing the situation.
Positive Thinking is the best way to be happy.
Smiling is most significant. It is practically impossible to really smile and not affect the mind.
If there is something we want to forget... first have to stop thinking about it and remember a specific state when we were happy and just activate that state.. :P

Although some of them are difficult, but we have to do it.
Just wasting time in regretting for the past, Complaining about others, Feeling bad about what has happened is really just useless. Just deal with situations and by controlling our mind, we can do what ever we want to.
One thing is "Don't just be carried away by the Mind, Instruct the MIND and Control it"
Our Mind is Our Best Friend and Best Enemy... :)

Don't know how to end...Its Just a thought.... :) :)
If nice try to follow it
Always Be Smiling and Happy.. :)