Intuition...!

A Rainy night and a Happy day with no reason..!

It was the hottest Summer at Hyderabad and Sun was angry to his peaks. The burning sun made the earth so hot. I could not withstand the heat, my bad health, my sleepless nights everything were to its maximum. When this was going on… One fine day when it was unbearable heat, the clouds have become so angry and it rained..  It started with heavy wind and drizzling around evening and it continued, Just when I came out of office that evening, the cool breeze, slight rain, great smell of mud completely changed off my mood. 

I was suddenly feeling so happy seeing the rain.. I wanted to go in the rain and dance but I stopped myself from doing it.. As usual came home and my awesome friend pavani calls to come down for some work and asked to get umbrella. I was in some office work and just went off..Realising the same feeling which she had in her mind to go for a walk in the rain, I couldn't resist anymore…  We started of.. thought of going to some distance.. but it continued… With Rs 50 in hand, spent it in most economical way by eating chips, biscuits, kurkure and ice cream…. and yea… "Icecream in the Rain…." - one of my so happy awesome feeling.. We continued to walk.. talked about our Goa campus times, talked about some random things and were just chilling out and laughing at silliest jokes.. After spending around 1 hr in rain, we were almost drenched and we even enjoyed the power cut which was till 11pm in the night…. :)

The next day started, I just opened my balcony door and I was surprised to see it was still raining… I just kept on seeing the rain through my balcony door and I was feeling so happy. I was surprised how come rain is making me so happy. I was just watching and smiling smiling.. As usual routine cab to office.. and even in cab that feeling of happiness continued, I was just looking through the window and was smiling..It was a complete bliss with no thoughts no worries nothing in mind.. Started off with work and though it was routine, I was feeling excitement in working, I was investigating on new things.. The feeling of happiness continued..I was laughing for silliest jokes, talking to office colleagues about last day's rain walk and was pretty excited mode.  Came of to room.. I got down at a Kilometer distance and started walking… feeling the cool weather and enjoying the walk.

Came to room, sat at the same balcony and starting writing this blog. I was thinking of Happiness for No Reason.. How? Is this Normal? Why am I feeling happy for no reason. If there could be happiness for no reason, Why don't we get it all the time. If properly formulated, Why can't we practise this. Why can't this be made as a habit. ? After all we all want happiness it life, then why can't we get it when we want. Does this feeling of happiness come only if there are some reasons? then why was I happy for no reason? I felt it was the state of mind, may be the day made me think we can try to be happy even though we have lot of worries and tensions.. We can be happy for small small things..Thinking of happiest memories.. having our favourite food, roaming at our favourite place, and other small things which makes us smile.. Being happy makes our problems solve faster because our mind is free and we have the positive thoughts. Mind is such an awesome thing ever…! 

Stopping abruptly...as I am on Investigation mode if we can be happy most of the time or practise this…!!

I write.....

I write....

when I am so happy and want to make that moment of time memorable...
when I cant express something to ppl around...
when I cant shout out on my frnds... parents....
when I want to let out my frustration...
when I feel realise some important things in life...
when I am sad because of some situation or people...
when I farewell from some place or people...
when I want to show my importance to a particular person/place/time...
when I want to express my opinion on something touchy/important...
when I am bored of everything....
when I feel I am not blogging frequently...
when I don't want to forget a situation in life...
when I want to boost up myself.... I tend to always end in a happy quote when i write..

damn... i am writing even this.... ! I generally write out in a paper... and tear it off...but today...
I am completely out of my mind today..!! Need to get out of blogging..!

A Choice and our Attitude

A choice in life is the most important, wonderful, dangerous and difficult thing in Life.It can change your life to hell/heaven. It may be related to a career, person, friend, situation, behaviour.. or anything. And In life, it is all about choices we make and how the direction of our lives changes to the choices we choose and Life is also a choice, we have to face both pros and cons of it. There is always a choice of defining out own attitude in life and the most important one which defines us on what ever we choose. 

Making choices is ultimately our responsibility and standing on a chosen one is also on us. Sometimes wrong choices might bring us to right places. Sometimes right choices may make things completely upside down. After all we are humans and we make mistakes. A mistake in a choice might be reversible or irreversible. If possible we can chose to change it, if not continue with the same and find other things u might like in it. Its not how the world reacts to the choices we make, it’s how we react to the life around us.

Life can be a mathematical expression which depends on choice + attitude which completely defines our life. We have to understand that Life is all of choices, whatever we do or say, we have to make choices daily in our life. Choices in our life defines our life. We have make a choice and stand on it.  Even best of the best choices is only as strong as we stand on its side and even the wrong choice(if you think) may turn out best if u can stand on it and be strong enough to face any consequences.

Living with passion and Living for passion is one of the most beautiful things that makes us really happy in life. But there are many cases where we don't exactly know whats our passion. Search, research till you find, but if u can't, just start loving the things you do. 

Make a choice,  Love it and be brave enough to face any consequences. If you cant love it, there are lot many chances to change and Change only comes from choice. 

Our choices and attitude towards life is everything :)

Trip to Dandeli..

After all the routine days.. Ofc work... Our BITS girls gang had got a chance to meet again... 

Was so initiated by Rekha with an idea of get together for a Girls gang ch4 :D It all started with as usual group mails, ppl postponing.. deciding places... and then we finalised to Dandeli,Karnataka... After many convincing talks btw frnds, parents and all.. we dared to go all 5 girls to Dadeli forest trekking with camping :D

The most exciting part of this trip was River rafting

and adventure sports which motivated many of us. Me and My all time buddy(best stupidest Pavani :D) decided to go from Hyd and Rekha, Haritha(another exciting part of the trip) and Vinu from Bangalore.

My all tours and Journeys with Pavani are exciting/different/surprise/shock/fights/ all sorts in someway or the other... (may be i should dedicate a complete blog for it..)Whenever we go together to someplace it will be pakka a STORY to remember.. and so was this...! Obviously IRCTC dint co-operate with us in booking tatkal ticket for Yashwanthpur express and so had to go in hyd-kop express (an *epic* train which we went for Adoni for Haritha's marriage)

As usual before journey, Ms.Pavani's laziness before starting.. forgetting things.. tension before starting.. all done.. and instead of going to Begumpet, we diverted to Lingampally.. As previous journey we were at our usual place where we spent 2-3 hrs playing with mosquitoes, annoying ppl over the station.. it was around 10 45 we reached lingampally and train is supposed to come at 11 30 which we know will not come for sure.. We sat around, talked with a couple traveling in the same train, laughed like hell with the Kids around.. It was hell of jokes.. (one kid over there: daddy mem train MMTS lo vachham.. nuvvu naduchukuntuu vahhava..) and pavani's reaction for it.. ROFLing on the station;s floor.. and then we moved away from them.. sat on a bench asking a person to shift a little bit. slowly with our annoying talks and jokes the person went off from there. got the whole bench for us. We talked about politics, movies, pavan kalyan's janasena, our previous journeys.. How the train takes 2hrs of time from begumpet to lingampally(our analysis and pavani's double meaning jokes on it)... so on so on... 

Journey started at around 1 and we got up at 10 am.. and again the most unusual things we see in the train.. :P Our train went on slower than a snail.. we were singing songs aloud ignoring what others might think... and and just listening to co-passengers suggestion of getting down and Hubli and taking a bus to Dandeli, we got down.. had an awesome Lunch at hubli railway station :) our journey to dandeli had again been a hell in the bus for 3 hrs.. so sunny, dusty and we were very tired.. our frnds were enjoying doing the activities there and we like hell were suffering in the bus.. 

All our pain and tiresome has been washed away once we saw our frnds from banglore..sat down.. talked for sometime got ready and we got ready for Camping that night... :D We went to our camping place. Our tents were ready. Rekha our awesomest organiser planned everything for us that day and the next day activities. We all sat down talking, taking pictures many many poses :P gossiped.. has lunch in the almost full moon(1 day before) on a table with breeze and hot dinner. Our campfire set up was ready.. Our first activity it was almost 11 30 and we were announced a mid-night forest trekking..\m/\m/ We all geared up and in the moon light... mid of the forest... we went for about 2-3 kms. too much fun jokes around with the ppl.. even switched off the phone and torch light and enjoyed the moon light trek.. :) We came back sat around the campfire.. enjoyed the warmth and we started dancing for the songs we dont know what.. and we did many dance steps (coreographed by Ms.Pavani.. ) like clothes washing steps, washing utensils step, taking out water from the well, dont know what ever came to our mind... after and hour or so we went in our tents.. and then started the fun with pavani and haritha.. :D the mid-night talks after so long time.. it was fun.. we hardly slept for 1-2 hrs and pavani not slept even for that time (she was enjoying the night talks and climate :P)

We got up geared up for the awesomest best white water rafting.. though some amount of time was just went away waiting for it.. the Ultimate fun started when we got into the boat. We were given life jackets, helmet and paddle to row. Our guide Mr. Kishan was so funny.. He explained us the rules, rowed till mid of the river and suddenly he says to JUMP.... all of us were looking at each other.. what did u really meant jump... and he says Yes... I out if excitement jumped out of the boat. believed on life jacket for my life :P slowly all my frnds jumped out of the boat... we were floating on the water.. the water was soo cool and it was the morning sun at around 10, not so sunny.. we felt that that was the best feeling we held our hands, flew in the flow of water for some time.. and got into the boat again.. we started rowing at good speed and there comes the place with good water current and a steep slope and the camera man was there :P we were all excited about the slope, how we go through it and also camera :P It was such a nice experience, we were shouting out of no reason.. forgot about all the things in the world and enjoying to peaks. Our guide Kishan was so kind enough to take 3 rounds over there in that current... with all sorts of jokes.. (ma'm please don't waste water... row in water... and spilling water on us with his paddle) We sat around rowing,.. Me and Pavani the head rowers., sat at the front of boat and gave direction to others.. we shifted after sometime though.. we sang songs... rowing in water.. competing with fellow boat, spilling water on them... and there was again a steep water current.. and kishan as asked me and pavani to go front.. we dint knew the reason though.. the time we took the steep.. we were almost into the water and water almost like blew on our faces.. it was such a nice experience.. after rowing around 9 kms , we reached destination.. it dint feel like we took around 2 hrs and it wasn't at all tiresome.. the way we enjoyed..

We reached our place, got ready and were geared up again for Rappling.. we had lunch in the cab and reached the rappling place. it was a dry rappling.. It was very sunny and we climbed up the place,, some of them already tired.. :P saw that 60 feet wall and out of excitement i thought i would do first.. but one point of time when about to take first time.. I was scared.. :( i gave that chance to pavani and she did it first.. and so i continued... and all my frnds.. It was only 1 day... so had less time to spend with frnds.. and did less activities,, Our banglore ppl had enough time to do.. no regrets we enjoyed most of it.. and River rafting was one such unforgettable experience.. Its the time to say byebye again.. Me and pavani got into the bus.. journey was good, just remembering all our activities that day and before. we reached station and again had a good dinner at Hubli.. again an Epic train.. with very less ppl in the train.. our 3 AC was also free enough.. Had a good sleep that night.. reached back Hyd at 11 30 am.  I played HOLI again that afternoon for about 2 hrs.. :D

Just blogged it not to forget One such good trip after a long time.. Rekha... vinu... harithaa.. pavani.... and many others next time.. rekhuu.. plan again.. :D haritha.. u should come... vinu.. u cant miss.. me and pavani always ready :D