From the lines of my dairy..

I was just reading my dairy.... and i observed..

Most of the times... when i write.. first i ll express the dissatisfaction, anger, fear,why i couldnt do that and start scolding everyone..... next after enough of that.. start the realization in me... think what has happend and what
should not have done.. and then boost myself and think of never losing that opportunity if it comes again....
so started my senti mode of BITS farewell... where it cant be the case of boosting my self for other opportunity
and so i stared to write hating the time which is passing by so fast.... hating myself for not doing somethings which i could have done... dwelling all into my past, realising and was thiking.. "malli eppudu ila..... When again like this...!!" when can i again do all the mischief, when can i spend all the time with frnds roaming, treating, fighting,gossip, movies, a life which is so secure, independent, happy,...... and so on.. never ending words to tell about this 3 and half years of BITS lifee...

Brain is so complicated and our thinking is so.. when we are at some point of time, we start hating that point of time,complain about all problems, think what if it could have been if better, and we see the past and realise how good it was.. even though we faced many complications at that time and think as if those days were back..but time never comes back,...we cannot recreate the past. We should go along with the time.. :)

but this time.. i cant boost myself saying.. that.. it will come back.. i can do that again....... so am very sad...
One thing i can say that even though these cant come back.. i have the memories i can cherish throughout my life.
and as i always wanted to follow and say.. "I should be in the present and enjoy it to fullest".... :) :)

and so again the tradition follows.............. sad, realise.. and boost.. :D
Is my thinking always like this..??

Campus life lo em nerchukunnaa!!!

campus ki vachindi enduku.... -- oo 4 years chadivesi job techhukoni settle aipodamanaaaa???? Nooo......
asalu ee 4 years... chaala nerpindi.. :)
studies aa.. andaru chesede......eppudu undedee.......

asalu campus enti.. oka mini prapancham....
oka kotha place ki vachii.. akkada adjust ayyi....asalu life lo ela undali.. life ante enti.. ani chupinchedee ee campus life.... (ante oka prototype model laaga anamata.. :P)

first year.. ala chinnapillalu laaga enter avtham... asalu clg enti.. emem untayi.. em cheyyali.. em cheyyakudadu... ani telsukoni.. anigi manigi.. seniors maata vintu.. appudee frnds ni parichayam cheskuntuu...ala clg ki velthu.. buddhhiga undi.. ... tarvatha.. koncham koncham development.... laptop, movies, chattting, bunking,partying,njoying totallyy......... (Showing different changes of life.. how we develop ourself)

oka individuality ni develop chesthundi.
develops a lot of patience(in labs, in some classes..(:P)),
develops realization(marks takkuva vasthe.. :P),
how to talk with people and impress them(ante manam cop,sop ki adugutham kada.. :P),
how to handle difficult situations(ante all projects, assignments, exams anni okatesari vachhesthee..),
how to plan in a very short span of time(one day planning and preparation nunchi..),
how to njoy.(exams aipoyina ventanee....),
how to increase communication skills(oo andari tho soodeyyatam..),
team management(clubs njying.. \m/),
how to adapt to changes(ante grading system maarindi kada)
develops moral values(ante edanna tappu chesthe disco lo vestharu kadaa..)
increases decision making skills,

ivanni comedy ga anipisthayi.... kani.. they are soo great....naku chaala nerpindi...... ee qualities pakka future lo use avthayi..

Most important thng:::
frnds \m/ asalu....... idi mathram vvvv imp......... :) vellu lekunda clg life ee ledu.... awesome time with frnds........campus ki first vachinappudu andari kante mundu parichayam avtharu.. tarvatha in every time... manaku todu ga untaru.. badhaga unnapudu oodarustharu, happy ga unnapudu.. share cheskoni enjoy chestharu.. confusion lo unapudu solve chestharu... tappu chesthunnapudu tittti right way chupistharu..., telini vishayalllo guide chestharu, gelisthe anandinchi.. treats.... oodina kudaa.. treats.. :P,kotttukovatam, malli kalsipovatam.... How to maintain relationships...(\m/ Frnds rockk)

hmm noww saying byee to campus life........ i misss them all..............gettting emotional...
Misss u all.. but i m taking everything in the form of memories...(Chweetest memoriess)...asalu ee memories.. Shift+del chesina erase avvavu......so great..........
thnx for all for making this campus life a chweetest memory...

Fourth Year......

hmmmmm.................. bindazz...

4-1....\m/ semester..

full time.. em cheyyalloo telidu......... kani u know.. fulll busy.. :D

ela ante..............
poddunna(sry madhyahnam) levatam.... night eppudoo padukovatam....
always in movie mode.. :D
juniors ki salahalu ivvatam..
weekend vasthe bayatiki chekkeeyyatam.
aa ante treat.. vu ante treatttttt..
juice center lo full ice creams kummeyyatam... :D
frnds tho walking... chatting.. commenting.. njoying..
bore kodthundi ani busy ga unna vallani visiginchatam..
fullll ga nidrapovatam...
phone lu full ga maatladi week ki okasari recharge.......
atm ni fulll useee chesi.. dad tho titttinchukovatam.. :P
rojuku okato rendoo classes ki vellatam..(timepass cheyyataniki)
night times horror movies full sound lo pettti.. pakka vallanu bhayapetttatam.......
juniors ki baaga salahalu.. classes,,, explaining.. teaching...
placement work.. :D
eee vallu chadukuntuuu unte.. velli disturb cheyyatam..
cs vallani chusi.. aanandinchatam........ :P


pani paata lekaa... ee pani padithe aa pani cheyyatam.
andaru pani pata em ledu kada.. panulu cheppatam.. elantivantee...

elago pani paata em ledu kada.. ee papers ki margins kottti ivuu..
mongi nunchi adi tiskoni raa,,, sc order ivvu...
elago khali ee kada.. raa ala bayatiki veldam..
khali ee kada.. koncham pani undi chesipetttu..
elago panem ledu kada.. idi download cheyy..
elago khali ee kada.. naku idi cheppu...idi chesi petttu...
hey u are anyways free naa do this for me..



and....... ila blogs raasi.. andarini disturb cheyyatam............
sry sry.. :P :P
:hahhahaa

Happy \m/

What is Happiness?

It is the state of mind, a feeling of pleasure or joy.The more the pleasure we have and less the problems we face.. we are more happy...
Happiness is not a life without problems, but rather the strength to overcome the problems that come our way. Happiness comes when we struggle to solve a problem and finally reach the goal... so problems have to be there to be Happy :P

Where is happiness?

Many of us search for happiness... I can be easily found... it is within the state of our hearts and mind. When u do something you love and also use ur mind, suddenly happiness in you says "Hii I am here.. "

How to be happy?

ok.. Cooll.... calm down...Forget about the pastt..Dont think about future..
Be in present....
Now You are Happy.... // the simpliest way to be Happy


U can be more happy when u make others happy.. // the more u make others happy the more u feel good..A truth. 200 % true.. :D.

Satisfaction is the one thing.. that makes us feel happy...(Keep small small goals.. reach them.. and Be happy..)
"just have a thought... wow... today i did what i wanted to... \m/ "

Just laugh moree(It doesnt cost a single penny).. and feel the excitement inside you and u will feel so alive, the past,present and future will be a happy.

Take a deeeep breath...... and relieve from all the tensions(Tension!!?.. why... there will be a solution to every problem! Be cool and think)

There can be reason to be UnHappy.. but there neednot be any reason to be happy.. :)
and always we find.. the root cause of being unhappy.(check it out).. FEAR is the only reason..........
Just become free from fear(the devil.. :P) u ll njoy the real Happiness..

Philosophically...
The more happiness u feel when u know about yourself... the self-realization..A deep sense of joy is something which can only exist in the innermost reaches of our life, and which cannot be destroyed by any external forces. It is eternal and inexhaustible//ok not much on this.. :P

Life is sooo small..... and we all have to enjoy!!..

Always Be Happy.. :) :)

What is School???? Inpired from Pathsaala....... :D

Education is a noble profession.. and School is the first center for Education...
School--- A hub for learning
from how to read, write, play, obey the elders, enjoy, build up ourself, grow and develop socially, to grow into good citizens,develop personally, how to comment, how to tell lies(ya even this we learn in schools(dint do HW???) :P), an overall development of an individual..

School: A place.. where we start our journey from a kid to a child to an youngster to a citizen..
School teachers: who first taught me from my A B C to maths,science, social..,.... and alllll
School friends: the first ones other than parents... with whom, we trust, we share, we enjoy,...
School days: The days where we are free from any responsibilities(except exams.. :P), live happily, enjoy to the fullest,...

A place of transformation: We enter as a cute little  kids, learn many many many things.. and grow up...
I learnt........ countless.. from begining of abc, counting from 1 2 3, form words, sentences, paragraphs,
essays, additions, subtractions, lcm, gcd, expansions, trigonometry, geometry,....... history, civics, economics, geography, biology, science............tending to infinity

I learnt.... How to behave, how to be in the society, how to speak, how to enjoy, how to take things light and serious, how to decide, how to

plan, how to think, how to party, how to blame, how to be strong, how to develop,how to compete............ tending to infinity..

I learnt... how to do masti, how to make fun, how to enjoy, how to be a frnd, how to hope,how to laugh, how to cry, how to fear, how to speak in a gathering, how to overcome stress, where am i strong and weak.....

Ofcourse a place.. where we fight, we feel sad when we were in that age, where we feel hell a lot burden coz of exams, studies, where we hope the school life ends, where we had many punishments, many strict rules.....
But these are all everywhere... sweet and hot memories...

But....  School is..
First time where we were given a name "Student(\m/)"
First steps for building a character..
First place where we learnt to live lifee..
First image of a how a society is..
First of everything in our life from where we can understand...
First things to be remembered for ever in our life time..
First frnds, first joy, first learning, first.... first first........ everything in our life.. first is that what we have done in our school..

A sacred place......... which we cant describe in words...
School is the One that has made me WHAT I AM TODAY... thnx, thnx..thnx a lot...  _/\_
Nostalgic.........

Andari kanna ekkuva "Thnx" evariki??

 I devote this blog to my parents.

manam evariki ekkuva thanx cheppali?
job ichhina company kaa? kastallo unte aadukunna frnds/relatives kaa? BITS lo admission ichhina vallaka? Paatalu cheppe lecturers kaa? manalni vipareethanga pogidee vallaka??? inka etc etc...ivanni chaala chinnavi

kaani.. mana talli tandrula kante ekkuva thnx.. manam evvariki cheppalem.. endukantee...  naa uddesham lo...
        ee bhoomi mida nannu pravesha pettaaru..
naaakoka recognition ichharu., Nannu laalincharu, aadincharu., navvincharu,, nadipincharuu.. naaku em kavalanna ichharu. nenu em koorina techharu... nenu baadhallo unte oodarcharu...santhoshanga unte aanandicnharu, nenu koppadithee sardichepparu... nenu chiraakkga unte artham cheskoni solve chesaru, naa gelupu ki garvapaddaru,. naa ootamini angeekarinchi nannu inka munduku vellataniki inspiration ichharu..
naakoka guidance ichharu.. nannnu nenu laa brathike stamina ichharu, nenu tappu chesthee nindincharuu, na kastam nastam, chirunavvu digulu anni chuskunnaruu.... na decision ni gauravincharu, nannnu chadivincharu. prosthahincharu, prathi udayam naa velugu mirayi.. nannu nadipincharu, na prathi adugu lo deepam ayyii naaku velugu chupincharuu......... inka cheppalantee.. maatalu saripovuu..

There are innumerable things to say.. How can I express this immense pleasure,regard, gratitude and love towards You..You are my God, my guide, my friend, my everything..

Talli thandrula prema ku lekka cheppagalamaa.. alage miru chesina annitiki lekka cheppalenu...
 mana "amma nanna... manaku em chesaru.. ani aalochinchatam kannna.. em cheyyaledu ani alochisthee.. ala life motham aalochisthuu.... alochanalo gadipeyyalsi untundi.. "
 Prathyaksha daivam miru.. intha chesina miku okka thnx emi saripothundii.. Nenu meeku ela kruthagnathalu teliyacheyyali..??

Nennu cheyyagalginadanthaaa.. mee peru nilabettatam, meeru korukunna sthayi ki nenu edigi, mii aashalanu neraverchatam,mimmalni jeevithantham santhoshapetttatam..inka na oopiri unnantha varaku mimmlani manasaraa gauravinchatam..poojinchatam....

Kani okkati maathram nijam. nenu gelichina prathi gelupu venakaa miree unnaru.. :) miru leni ee jivitham emiii ledu.. baboi.. kannilllu vachhesthunnayii..kaani ivi kuda saripovu..

Sorry am not continuing this blog.. I went to the feeling of emotion and enjoying the present moment..
Once again chaaaaaaala chinna vishayam chepthaa.. "thanx.. tending to infinity".......

A Happy Moment(now.."Present")

At a point of time..
Today morning... when I sensed the cool breeze coming from my room's window... and  i suddenly felt i was somewhere....

I had a feeling that,  i got wings and flying was in the air, with no tensions, free mind,no worries,a happy mood,a cool smile on my face reflected it.. and continued...

That was a moment of time.. where there was nothing around me, i was somewhere in the world of happiness, somewhere, where there is an intense joy, everything was silent, I was celebrating silence, and i felt that it was a long time.. but it was just for a few moments..

Suddenly out of nowhere a question came into my mind.."Where am i??" Then an answer came from within me... saying:-

"U are not somewhere.. U are in "Present", forgot about the past, never thought of future.. just PRESENT... "

The state of mind decides most of the things. Keep it free.
Enjoy every moment of life.

Life is soo small and Live it fully in "Present".. coz it's the one where we are.. We don't know wat happens and we cant change what had happened.

I cant say more philosophical things.. just Enjoy.. Enjoy.. Enjoy..
Live in Present, Experience the Joy, Feel the Happiness..

Experiment: Though it is difficult.. Just give a try.. of thinking nothing, and close ur eyes and feel the pleasure.. :).. FEEL IT... :)